"you think that i can’t see the shadow of another girl each time you look at me.."
playlist: giant sand - dusted (in tucson) (official bootleg series vol.2: the rock opera years) richard buckner - willow (willow 7-inch) centro-matic - cannot compete (redo the stacks) picastro + nadja - a new souls benediction (fool, redeemer) smog - chosen one (accumulation: none) richard buckner - lost (willow 7-inch) nina nastasia - we never talked (run to ruin) gowns - nobody home (gowns cd-r) grouper - i saw a ray (a i a: dream loss) explosions in the sky - the moon is down (those who tell the truth shall die, those who tell the truth shall live forever) tarentel - ghosty head (rickie lee jones) (the order of things) carla bozulich - inside sleeps (evangelista) flying saucer attack - forever (new lands) grails - satori (flower travellin’ band) (latitudes ep) the dead c - constellation (vain, erudite and stupid) jackie-o-motherfucker - extension (wow!/ the magick fire music) father murphy - in the flood with the flood (anyway your children will deny it) spacemen 3 - starship (demo) (forged prescriptions) comets on fire - one foot (comets on fire) unsane - ha ha ha (flipper) (wreck) melvins - the war on wisdom (the bulls & the bees ep; free download here)
“My suggestion is that whenever you have to choose, always choose the unknown, because the known you have already lived. Never miss the unknown. Always choose the unknown and go headlong. Even if you suffer, it is worth it — it always pays.”—Osho (via lashla)
"there was no one all around/ there was no one there but me.."
playlist: tarentel - adonai (the order of things) richard buckner - candy-o (the cars) (willow record store day 7-inch) mark mcguire - front porch breeze (VDSQ: solo acoustic vol. 2) kinski - what statisticians need to know (where the sea meets the sky comp) bardo pond - lomand (selections vol. 1-4) rella the woodcutter - wrong affections (i know when it’s time to get the fuck away) tarentel - death in the mind of the living (the order of things) the dead c - head (vain, erudite and stupid) melvins - zodiac (bullhead) michael yonkers with the blind shake - period (period) iggy & the stooges - i’m sick of you (i’m sick of you ep) gun club - death party (death party ep - reissue) father murphy - their consciousness (anyway your children will deny it) silver apples - fantasies (silver apples/ contact - reissue) black eyes - shut up i never (some boys/ shut up i never 7-inch) unsane - decay (wreck) silverfish - pink ‘n’ lovely (fat axl) hüsker dü - standing by the sea (zen arcade)
your records? not only will i not ever return them, but i sold them today. it's not enough money for a one-way ticket towards my lifelong dream, but it's enough to say a permanent goodbye to you, to the '90s, and to the space those LPs occupied in my home & in my head for far too long. there will be no au revoirs. now.. i'm free.
“Night is my other best friend. The darkness allows you to be alone, eat alone, and there are no silly questions about it. You’re allowed to sit in a room with no tv and no music and no electricity and nobody asks why.”— Mary, Ms. Fibromy-Awesome (via fuckyeahsolitude)
“Funny how we think of romance as always involving two, when the romance of solitude can be ever so much more delicious and intense. Alone, the world offers itself freely to us. To be unmasked, it has no choice.”—Tom Robbins - Still Life With Woodpecker (via brooklyn-forester)
"and your footing could fail/ and the fall to the bottom could tear you apart.."
playlist: the reveries - crazy (willie nelson) (matchmakers vol. 1: the music of willie nelson) gillian welch - my morphine (hell among the yearlings) dave loggins - please come to boston (apprentice (in a musical workshop)) smog - lize (the doctor came at dawn) smog - renee died 1:45 (burning kingdom ep) swearing at motorists - please please please let me get what i want (morrissey/marr) (burn down the wire ep; http://swearingatmotorists.bandcamp.com) willie nelson - home motel (teatro) richard buckner - figure (devotion and doubt) thalia zedek - bus stop (trust not those in whom without some touch of madness) codeine - cave-in (frigid stars) chris brokaw - the fields (wandering as water) carla bozulich - medley: time of the preacher/ blue rock montana/ red headed stranger (nelson/ stutz/ lindeman) (red headed stranger) aereogramme - sunday 3:52 (a story in white) willie nelson - somebody pick up my pieces (teatro) nick cave & the bad seeds - into my arms (the boatman’s call) codeine - pickup song (frigid stars) smog - a hit (accumulation: none) rella the woodcutter - drugtime family (the golden undertow) roy montgomery - fantasia on a theme by sandy bull (slight return) (roy montgomery/ grouper split LP) unsane - stuck (wreck) hard roller - see it my way (unreleased) MC5 - rama lama fa fa fa (live at grande ballroom 10/31/1968) (human being lawnmower - the maddest & the baddest of the MC5)